"Just try and eat more. Get some meat on your bones."
Gee. How kind of you. What an insightful
comment. Just do me a favor: After you fill my plate with chocolate cookies,
why don't you go find someone suffering from depression and force their mouth
into a smile.
Ok. So
that’s a pretty crude joke and I don’t intend to offend anyone. My point is: All those things are ludicrous,
and yet telling someone with anorexia to “just eat more” seems to be perfectly
acceptable. I can’t tell you how many
times I’ve been given unsolicited advice on how to gain weight with shakes and
cookies and granola. I’m not bitter
about all the tips because I know all these people genuinely wanted to help me,
but the fact that this is an acceptable comment points to a fundamental
misunderstanding about anorexia in particular.
That is why, in my first post for National Eating Disorders AwarenessWeek, I’m discussing the neurobiological nature of eating disorders (Note: I’m
only lightly brushing the surface as entire books can be written on the
subject).
Has it ever been acceptable to tell someone with
cancer to just do a round of chemo, get better and move on with life? No. It
doesn’t work that way. There are many
stages, treatments and aftercare programs that go into such an illness; and
eating disorders are not all that different in this respect. Assuming that a quick weight gain or some
junk food is going to cure an eating disorder, is just insane. Why?
Because just like cancer or depression: It is a legitimate illness. Sticking food in the mouth may start healing
the body, but it’s the brain that has to start functioning again or else
recovery never happens.
Care to look at what I’m talking about?
As I’ve learned in treatment at The Center forBalanced Living, there’s a typical “relay” system that works in the brain when
it comes to decision-making and food in particular. In a healthy person, the insula leads the way
by recognizing hunger and taste in food eaten.
The amygdala senses no fear from the bite of food. It passes the message
along to the nucleus accumbens, which takes pleasure in the food. The anterior cingulate cortex weighs the
emotions and the dorsolateral pre-frontal cortex knows that the body needs
more. Pretty cool right? Well it doesn’t work that way in the brain of
someone with an eating disorder. (RELATED: Beauty and Eating Disorders)
While the brain functioning between the eating
disorders varies, that of someone with an eating disorder works more like
this: The insula gets the message that
food is eaten but it doesn’t register hunger (or do so regularly) and there is
little taste of the food. The amygdala
senses great fear and the nucleus accumbens says: “Yuck!” The orbitofrontal cortex tells the brain to
hold back and the anterior cingulate cortex fires off the message to not eat
any more. Then the dorsolateral
pre-frontal cortex registers the panic of what to do next.
Do you see the stark difference between the
two? For a healthy person, the amygdala
fires when there is true danger. For
someone with an eating disorder, it is not only overfiring, but it’s sending
the message to fear food. The
neurological problems can begin for a number of reasons, but it is believed
that there is an isolated gene for anorexia and one for bulimia, giving certain
individuals a predisposition to eating disorders. Thus, the act of eating more food is not
going to fix a problem in the brain of someone with anorexia. The nourishment will go a long way, but
recovery needs to be multi-dimensional, involving therapy and skill training
along with nutrition counseling. I, for
one, could speak for hours on what my body needed and what all the healthiest
foods were. But my eating disorder just
told me that I couldn’t have any of it.
Just like in the walk of faith: Head knowledge doesn’t get you very far
if you don’t put it into practice. And I
was a sinking ship when it came to living healthy. (RELATED: What Can You Do About Eating Disorders?)
If you’ve stuck with me this long, I’d say that
means you’re committed to fighting eating disorders in the world around
you. And from the bottom of my heart: I
thank you for that. I thank you for all
the young boys and girls who need to know it’s not ok to starve their
bodies. But it is ok, it is essential,
to ask for help.
If, as a result of all my writing, one new
person is educated on the dangers of eating disorders, I consider it worth
it. If just one reader begins to grasp
the healing power of God, I consider it worth it. If just one of you is able to recognize an
eating disorder as a result of my story, and can stop the ticking time bomb for
someone else, I consider it worth it.
And if my blog never makes an impact in any external way, I will still
rest assured that I have shined God’s light in the darkness of my life and in
the process: I’ve found there is much freedom in being raw and transparent with
who I am (2 Corinthians 4:6). In the
end: This blog isn’t for you and it isn’t for me even, it’s for God. After all: If it weren’t for Him, my life
would’ve ended in a hospital bed four years ago.
Thanks for reading today. Stay tuned for tomorrow NEDA Week post.
Love,
Hannah
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