I'm at the point where I've got a week till college and everything has become a "last." For example, today is my last Monday. Normally, a Monday wouldn't be that special, but now I'm thinking about all the things I'm going to miss. It's also my second to last day of babysitting this summer-- all the local kids go back to school Wednesday. My little brother also goes back to school Wednesday, which means this is also the second to last day I get to spend with him! Ah!
I've humorously pointed out that going to college feels a lot like I'm dying. I don't know about you other college freshman, but I've been frantically calling up friends and trying to get together before we leave. That's what we say too: "leave." We don't really say we're going to college or anything, but that we're "going" or "leaving." I have to say my last goodbyes before I take off for school, and I'm finding myself more social than ever this week. That's good and bad because, although I want to be around my friends, I also would rather have the time to just relax with family this week. God's got it all under control though! I had a minor breakdown after church yesterday-- the first of many, I know. But I am just reassured that regardless of how prepared I am or how smart or successful I could be, It really depends on God. Thank goodness!
Have a great Monday!
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