|There is beauty in the darkness. Lord, please open my|
eyes right now so I can see it.
"Things," A.K.A: life, is going well with school, but I am really homesick still. To make it even harder, I found out this morning that I have a severe stress fracture in my hip. That means it will be a recovery of 6-8 weeks, and as much as 12 weeks. I've cried and cried about it, and I don't want to write a lengthy post on the matter at this time-- still too emotional. But I will say that God is still good, somehow. Even though I question why he led me here and why I can't run this season, I know that his greatness cannot be measured by how much I understand. So I hope that encourages you. This is a day where I have felt absolutely alone, with no one I am close to that can give me a hug or just cry with me. But I still have God, and I've been honest in telling him that I'm angry, I'm frustrated that every time I work to get back up, I'm slammed down. But after praying, I was reminded that none of this really matters. Soon enough, I will be with him forever and ever. Today is a day when I need to keep that in perspective.